Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Regular.

Went to see the doctor today! Crap~ Antibiotics like not working. =x
The acne on the forehead gone! But the sides and on the cheeks...T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E man!
So now changed to Oral Contraceptives. Must take at the same time EVERYDAY! A CHALLENGE man! Crap! Hope it'll heal like ASAP. & i'll regain my beauty again! (:

Monday, May 17, 2010

i'm sorry.

After my parents came home, they could see that i've cried. & my mum said that i'm very sad this time cos in the past when i cried at home, my eyes wasn't that swollen. maybe it's cos i've rubbed my eyes? i also dk. but...sigh. i'm sorry to let them down. they care for me...but i'm not a filial daughter! =( crap.

A lil' too emotional.

Bought ipod touch ytd, then i went to sch today. was being said by a few ppl. i also feel guilty for buying w/o them. but i've alr bought it! What do you want me to do?!?! i know that they were just kidding...but idk why i gt sooooooooo emotional today that i started crying. i just couldn't take it! Partly it's my fault. Nt entirely his fault...or idk? Then during the lecture, i was also said by one person. then i cried again. i was just saying it for fun! Why do you have to say me? Do you think it feels nice?! I'm not the one who started it either!!!!!! You wanna lecture, go lecture your friend! Not me!!!!!!
God, i'm really trying my best not to criticise! This is the time when i'm thinking about it. I didn't talk back because i know it's wrong. But...i can't take it so it just came out as tears. Why God!
Feeing a lil' bit depressed & i gt this verse from itouch..."Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always pray and not give up." -Luke 18:1
I put this verse as my status on fb like ytd or on sat...& now it cn be used on me. What a timely arrival.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

God, I NEED You!

I am sooooooooo troubled! Arghhhhhh!! I'm struggling!!!!!! God, I NEED You now!
Flipping through the Bible, i came across Romans Chapter 12. Saw a verse..."If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everybody." -Romans 12:18.
God, is this what you want me to do? I know i should do that because she's my friend. But i rly feel uncomfortable! God, Bless me!
I should just leave everything to You Lord.
I'm soooooooo looking forward to attending church to receive God's word! (:

Change. A good one?

Went for Network Meeting ytd. Then...sigh. A change of cell group leader! =( My leader is no longer aunty Kat...now is aunty Pui Ling. But nvm...i like both of them. So...i guess it's okays.
Hmmm...nothing else to say le.
Byes~