Monday, June 7, 2010

Happiness!

Woohoo! My 2 presentations down! Left my sociology test & my biology test for the time being...
Got an A for my AN II presentation! (:
Anws, idk why but i wasn't rly happy getting the A. =x But anws, it's still an A.
Hmmm...asked pam a qn today. idk why...but everytime i ask someone a qn, it'll always set me thinking for like an hour? so i spent the whole hour or so thinking about the ans. Hmmm...then think think think, a thought suddenly came to my mind. Am i rly happy or not? Is the happiness coming from my heart or is it coming from my brain? That's a qn to think about. I'll find the ans someday.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Weekends.

On Saturday night, i went for my school choir's concert! Woah...they were G-O-O-D man! They've improved so so much...suddenly have the thought of joining back the choir...
Then they sang one song called Flying Free, which i sang it when i was in choir back then. Listened to that song, it just brings back a lot of memories. feel so touched. & the violin part is so nice! I wanna pick up some violin skills! :D maybe drums skills too...=P
Then they sang Gloria Deo. A song which i love man! It's about praising the Lord. Sounds so nice.
Then they also sang a few religious songs...(: there was one particular song that they sang, i could feel God's presence...i think so? =x
Anws, overall, the concert is srsly worth more than the amount i've paid for!
Hope that they guys will continue to work hard...& maintain their Gold with Honours! (:

On Sunday, went for work. Crap~ got told off by my boss. =( not exactly told off. =x just tell me that i shouldnt do this, do that. she sound a lil' pissed though. When i gt like told off by her, i could understand the feeling that it's not nice to be told off. Next time i'll try not to do this to you cos i understand how you feel.
After work, went home to ermmms...sleep. =x
Having 2 presentations tmr. Health Psychology and Adult Nursing. Hope she'll be lenient. Don't ask me soooooo many qns cn alr. (:
Anws, i gt D for Stats & B for Research! (: A bit disappointed cos of my stats~ but it's okays. passed cn alr. (:

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

God's plan?

You can never understand the pain that i'm going through right now. i'm indeed sad to see you in this state. it's only through what has happened today that i understand that i rly treat you as my good friend. but nothing i say cn change anything.

Barrier.

After what has happened today, it's time i do some self-reflection. I feel so ashamed of myself...being in the same clique, i don't even understand you. or know what you want. Maybe i've not changed AT ALL. still the same old me. the bossy me. showing ppl attitude. it takes time to change. i'm trying to change. I feel so guilty for giving you pressure. but i'm also under pressure as well. when i don't say anything, it doesn't mean idc or what. i'm just loss for words & i srsly dk what to say to comfort you.
Maybe the one who rly understands what i'm going through is God. Just put the blame on me then.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Error.

I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO COMMUNICATE WITH YOU!!!