Friday, May 25, 2012

Don't make the same mistake again.

Deep down in my heart, I asked myself this question: "Am I holding on to something I should let go of?"
I said something to my friend which made me think again.
I was rather shocked I said that.
"If I never make the first move, you wouldn't have known that I existed. Maybe you would have noticed me, but nothing would have happened."
Sigh. Not gonna think too much about it.
Anyway, here's a song to share with you! (:
Enjoy~

Monday, May 7, 2012

I've got a life!

I'm entering into the 4th week of my orientation.
Tomorrow is my BCLS test date and I'm here blogging. My mind is filled with a lot of stuff and I'm seriously not in the mood to study!
Anyway, just wanna share how I feel...
As I started work as a RN, I begin to ask myself the questions over and over again. Where did my passion go? Why did I take up the bond? I convinced my parents that since I will work as a nurse after I've graduated, why not take up the bond? But as I think about the huge responsibilities, the need to constantly know what's going on, and so on...I kind of regretted my decision. I have to serve this 3 years bond. I can't walk out and say: "Hey! I'M OUTTA HERE!!!"
All I can do right now is to trust God and just go on with life with Him by my side.
Anyway, working as a nurse in the General Wards with 3 rotating shifts, it can be very tiring for a newbie like me. I'm still in the process of getting used to it. Everyday go home sleep, wake up, eat...and sleep again. Where  to find the extra time to study?
So I realise that even though this job is taking up a lot of my time, I shouldn't let it take away my life.
So I actually came up with a few plans! Hehe. Gonna learn how to plan the things I wanna do and will not stop doing.
Like scrapbooking...and start learning violin again.
Not only that!  I've actually plan it in a way like I will go on a tour like once a month to gain more knowledge other than Nursing...(eg: going to museums.) & also pampering myself with treats. MACARONS! GODIVA! =D yea, that's about it at the moment.
Gonna try this one of these days! Maybe tmr?? (:
Tried the Original one in TW. Speechless. (;

The pictures below are also some of the things I wanna try! (:
JP Darcis Macarons @ MBS.
Canele's Macarons.
Godiva Gems.