the HARD truths.

Yos peeps! Went for the last session of SOL 1 ytd! I've got this thing which I wanna share with you guys! I find it pretty interesting and IMPORTANT!
Learnt quite a lot of things about relationships. Now I know why TIME is so important! & I guess i'm not gonna rush into it anymore.

There are a lot of different stages before you enter into a courtship with someone.
Casual friendship (friendships with both gender) --> Exploratory Friendship (Intention to know the opp gender better w/o the pressure of a commitment) --> Courtship (Intention of developing a relationship to the point where both parties are ready to consider "working towards marriage."

Note: It's better NOT to go out one to one when it is only casual friendship. (go out as a group.)
1. it'll cause misunderstanding between outsiders thinking that there's something going on.
2. A high possibility that the girl will think that the guy is LEADING her on.
3. You can't see the flaws because the guy or girl has a possibility of putting on their best behaviors.
After a breakup, allow yourself time to heal your broken heart. (6 months-1 year)...this is to guard your heart. After a breakup, your heart will definitely feel empty. If you didn't allow it to heal, you can't give your whole heart to another person.
Never have any contact with your EX!!! If you still do, there is a tendency for you to compare your current bf and your ex. Then you will never give your whole heart to your current bf. Since you have broken up, what's there to be in contact with?

Next, I also learnt about sexual purity...
Hard Truth #1 -- Guys can have sex with girls WITHOUT having any emotions/ feeling guilty. This is because they commit themselves physically before emotionally. While girls commit emotionally first before physically.
Hard Truth #2 -- Guys get turned on by SIGHT. (girls, don't reveal tooooo much!)
Hard Truth #3 -- Both genders get turned on by TOUCH.
Hard Truth #4 -- If a guy really loves you, HE WILL WAIT until the day of marriage! (If you give it to him, both parties will have a tendency to compare whose better in bed.)
Lastly, girls, NEVER confess to a guy! NEVER means NEVER. If a guy likes you but doesn't have the guts to tell ya, it's time to say BYEBYE!

Back to Love.

Finally have the time to blog! (Y) I prefer blogging on my lappy then my BB.

Finished my MH paper ytd. The first 2 papers were like manageable for me. But the last 3 papers, GG. Can pass can alr~ Last minute studying rly can drive me up the wall man!

So for the past few days, I didn't have a good sleep! & my dark circles are showinggggg~! =(

Anws, ytd went to sing K with my friends from group 29! Then after tt went to Orchard. Thoughts began popping into my mind when they were singing "One less lonely girl." by JB. I heard many of his songs, but this was the first time I heard the above-mentioned song.

Saw so many pretty faces before I saw you.

Now all I see is you.

I'm coming for you.

Don't need these other pretty faces like I need you.

And when you're mine in the world,

There's gonna be One Less Lonely Girl.

It's pretty true I guess. You don't have to be very pretty for a guy to fall for you. If a guy really loves you, he wouldn't be bothered about how pretty you are cos at the end of the day, people will age. It's all about the heart, the inner beauty.

As I was listening, I was thinking to myself...how nice would it be if a guy were to say this to me! Haha! =x

Sometimes it sets me thinking why I always fall for people who wouldn't fall for me.

I will ask myself this question...is it really coming for me? I'm constantly being bombarded by this 'thing' nowadays! Is it a sign to say that it's coming for me? God, show it to me?

I keep asking myself for a reason why is it so hard for me to face you?!?! Is it that I lack that courage or what? I need an answer!!!!!!

Red Bull

Spent time with PAMELA after violin lesson today.

We talked about a lot of things. (:

One of the things we talked about is my "used to avoiding" So she said something like I'm the red cloth and the person is the bull and that I should face that person to say Hello. Haha! But it should be the other way round. The person should be the red cloth and me, being the bull.

I am thick-skinned but I'm not that thick-skinned towards everybody. Alamak!

If only...

Lastly, I saw my friend re-tweeting this on Twitter: "If a person appears in your dreams, it means that the person is missing you."

Is it rly true? I rly hope it would be...cos it'll mean that you are missing me! Hehe~

& it will also mean that I've been appearing in that person's dreams cos I've been missing that person! =x 

I'm back!

Imma back to blogging! (:
Hmmm, been mugging tgt with Joanne at Coffeebean. Hope all the money which I've spent @ Coffeebean has not been wasted!
Today's paper was do-able. Not too tough, and not that easy either...
Just hope that the rest of the papers wil be like AN or easier...srsly no time left to study!! Hoping for miracles! :x
Anws, now I'm otw to Marine Parade to attend the SOL 1 and I can't wait to eat their CHICKEN RICEEEEEE!! :D
I'll have a lot of opportunities to eat it cos ll be serving there from March onwards! (:
Lastly, before I go, I would like to share with you guys this pic I saw on weheartit.com

I don't know if this is true, but yea, did someone came into your mind?

Valentine's Quiet Time

 John 15:9-17:
  1. Obey God's commands to remain in His Love.
  2. Then my joy will be complete.
*3. God's command is: Love each other as I have loved you.

I was pondering over these few points...I know that I have to love each other as God have loved me. But the thing is, how?
Then I started to think abt how God expresses His love for me & how I express my love for my family members...
I thought quite some time to process the information in my brain.
I came up with a few points, that you wanna give your loved ones the best, you wanna be there for them in times of needs and be a good comforter and listener to them...
So the take away point for me today is to Love each other as God have loved me. That is, to be the above qualities for my friends. Another thing is that when you REALLY love them, you'll realise that you won't criticise them no matter how they treat you...

Answer?

I was searching for songs of worship and I came upon this video "Speaking in tongues of Holy Spirit-Testimony."

In this video, there was this verse which was said to this guy by a pastor. Matthew 17:21. It's taken out from the NIV.
I wonder...is this God's answer for me? To pray and to fast? I've tried for so long when I couldn't get some things out of my mind for a long long time. Is it that I should pray and fast to get over it?
Lastly, I saw another video. Which proves people wrong.

F**king Perfect.

Was listening to this song recently. "F**king Perfect" by Pink.
I like this song. (:
Anws, I was reading through some things & idk if it's a coincidence or what...I wanna say something here which I find that it links to this video...
To you who is out there: I just wanna tell you that you are perfect, you are a rare gem. Nobody does it better than you do. I may be saying the same things over and over again but not doing it, I don't mean it. I just lack that courage. What's gone, gone. The past is irreversible. What I can say is that I'm leaving it to God. If it's meant to be, let His will be done. He will mend the broken hearts.

V.Day

Valentine's Day is coming!

Spend this day alone for the past 18 years. But this year is rather special! (: Though I don't have someone special to spend it with, still single, but I have God! =D

Going to Botanical Garden with my cell sis and ps PL to seek God. Hmmm, it's my first time doing such a special thing. (:

Maybe I can pray to God asking Him to reveal that special person. Haha. =x

ILT, just carries a certain meaning.

Random

A wrap-up

Basically I'm finally done with the attachment!! learn a lot of things, from nursing skills to lessons abt life.
Hope the next attachment will be a nice one, and that hopefully the same thing will nt happen againnnnn!!

Btws, CI was saying nobody got less than B for this attachment!! Wooohoooo! which means I have a chance of getting GPA of more thannnnn 3! (:
Lastly, for this attachment, I've got a 'gift' on my hands! Red Ugly and painful patches on themmmmm!! :((

I will get over it.

I don't rly know what's happening in my life nowadays. I find that it's more and more tough for me to survive. People can just bring you down ANYTIME, ANYWHERE. & i'm like bottling everything in me that I know i'm gonna explode ONE DAY.
But I am really thankful for tonight because I got to talk to my parents, to share with them the things which I've encountered for these past few days.
Sigh, the only thing I can do is to I.G.N.OR.E.
"Bless those who persecute you. Bless and do not curse." -Romans 12:14.

I just can't get it right.

Some things happen yesterday. I'm a person who likes to think a lot...so I spent like some time pondering over it. I was trying to put that incident over me. But it'll just pop up again because I was actually avoiding that problem.

As usual, did my QT today morning...God's message for me was:

Love

 ⁹ Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. ¹⁰ Be devoted to one another in love. Honor one another above yourselves. ¹¹ Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. ¹² Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. ¹³ Share with the Lord’s people who are in need. Practice hospitality.

 ¹⁴ Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. ¹⁵ Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn. ¹⁶ Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position.^[a] Do not be conceited. -Romans 12: 9-16.

While reading it, I felt really enlightened. (: Because this few verses can be applied to my ytd's situation. Or rather, they somehow describe my situation.

& Love is one of the things which I couldn't get it right. I don't know how to love someone.

There's still a longgggggggg way to go!

God's message always come at the perfect timing. I really don't know how to describe God because He is just so wonderful! I can only say that since I've accepted Christ, I have been the many many same things, but now I have a book of life (bible) and a loving God! =D

Keep on praying.

So close yet so far

For once yesterday was the time I felt so close to you and that was in my dreams...=.=
Soooooo many things happened recently...I'm kinda tired and ashamed that I don't wanna post it here.
So yea...shall blogggggg again.

Obey

KKH's attachment and IMH's posting are like equally boring. =x
Anws, got my BB Torch on Monday and itKs like rly or smart ppl to use...=x
I was supposed to get my hp next tues, bt my dad wasn't able to make it so can only get it on next thurs. Then florence was like saying, "see, it's God's plan."
Then I was so impatience that I went to try my luck on Monday. and I was able to get t! (:
But I encountered a lot of problems then a bit pissed off lahh... waste my time only. this is what happen when you wait for God's plan! :(
Anws, it's okays alr! (: