Thursday, March 31, 2011

The Torchlight.

Day 4 in KKH, morning shift: Was observing some procedure then my CI took over the student's nurse to off the drain cos the stitch was kinda difficult to remove. So I went to get the torchlight for my CI then she said it was of great help. Then I suddenly thought about Jesus. Jesus said "I am the way, the truth and the light." John14:6.
Jesus came into this dark world, and He is the light that shines through our way in life.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Carry-On baggage only?

I left my NYP green book @ TTSH. So I went back to TTSH to get back my book after my violin lesson. I was carrying my violin, my 2 books...pretty heavy and bulky and it's pretty irritating. At that time I had an impulse of just throwing all my things on the floor to lighten my burden. But on the other hand, it's a bit not sensible to do that. Then this blog title and content just came into my mind.
I feel that in life right, there are some things which we can throw, and which we cannot throw. For example in my case, it's definitely not sensible to throw my violin on the floor...but, if we have any emotional baggages which are pulling us down, too heavy on us that it's difficult for us to function as a human being or too difficult to move on with life, we can surrender it to God. Just surrender all your feelings to God. Be it positive or negative. He'll be more than happy to listen to you! (:
This actually brings me to my second point, part II of my story. I went back to the ward, asked the staff whether did anyone leave my book with them and they just said no. Then I was like what?!?! Fear started creeping into me. I rmbed calling the ward staff and she said she'll leave the book with dk who and after I made tt call, I realised I forgot to ask for her name.
Then at that moment I was pretty sad and was like kinda angry with God cos like why didn't He help me and everything...but after sorting out my thoughts, I shouldn't be thinking in this way cos God doesn't owe me anything. He didn't have to help me cos it's my own fault after all. & I read in a book which says that every situation in life is controlled by God. So which means if God meant for this to happen, there must be a reason for it. To make me stronger? To learn a hard lesson? Or to test my faith?
So I went home and prayed to God and TRUST in Him. So I made the call ytd night again, and the ward staff told me that she left the book at the counter. & I was like wth?! Nobody actually saw my book. "Great!"
So I went back today again before church to get back my greeeeeeen book! Super happy! =D
So now it's back by my side already! =D Hehe! (:

"It's only after you've lost something or someone then you realise how precious it is."
"Trust in Him and the unexpected will happen."
"When you have nobody to turn to, turn to God because only He is capable of miracles."

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Sweetness.



Victory!

He made me to be the head and NOT the tail. True enough.
This sem I was having my attachments and had only 4 days to like study. I guess my effort paid off and srsly a BIG thanks to God mannnn!
Achieved a GPA of more than 3 for this sem, however, my cumulative GPA still falls below 3. But nvm...shall work harder! =D
Anws, I was looking at my GPA throughout the 4 sems. I noticed a trend...ever since I accepted Christ into my life, my grades went from all Bs, Cs, Ds, slowly to more As, Bs and only 1C...so rly THANK GOD! =D
Anws, an update on my life...
Currently having attachment during the weekdays and occupied with church stuff on weekends!
My schedule is so packedpackedpackedpackedpacked.
Loving life more I guess.
Lastly, shall blog again when I have inspiration!
Buh-byes~

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Shining for God!

Pretty busy nowadays soooo I've finally found the time to blog...on the train though. Hmmm, on tuesday night, I went to bed kinda early though, 11pm...however, I couldn't sleep! Kept on tossing and turning on the bed...then until early in the morning, I turned towards my lft and saw a bright yellow moon shining so brightly behind my white curtain! It looked like a cross hanging in the sky! Gorgeous! (: Then after that I could fall asleep. (:
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Then woke up in the morning, went to help ps PL in Timothy's post encounter...had a great time with the kids! :D haha! Children are soooofunny...laugh at almost everything!
Anws, I've also learn something from that encounter though...to apply the shield of FAITH to protect myself from the fiery darts! The thing I feel I needed to improve on is to be more spiritual! To put God before anyone else...it's easy to say though. But when you wanna do it, it's actually not that easy.
Nonetheless, I shall persevere towards this! :D
JYs Heidi! (:

Friday, March 11, 2011

A __________ line.

It's been 5 days since I've blogged. Wanna blog but somehow nothing's coming into my brain.
Was brushing my teeth when what Fangting said ytd popped up into my mind.
She's studying the Dentistry course in NYP. Went out with her ytd...then she saw my teeth she said I must have eaten a lot of fluoride stuff that causes my teeth to have white spots on it.
So I asker her what can I do to make it stronger again? She said Fluoride. Then she carried on saying Fluoride can harm your teeth, but at the same time, help your teeth too. Just like how love can harm you and help you too.
Then thinking about it, yea, that's true. But the thing is, it's just a fine/thin line between harm and help. It's about development. A not-so-developed set of teeth can be damaged due to Fluoride. But a set of developed teeth can be further strengthened by Fluoride. Just like an immature teenager pursuing love = can most prolly end up being harmed? Compared to a matured adult? Agree? (the love i'm referring to uses the model of courtship from my prev post.)
There are 2 sides to everything. & it's just a thin ----------- that's separating them. Like GOOD| BAD. FUNNY|LAME. HELP| HARM. LOVE|HATE.
And there's no standing in between them. How can you love and hate someone? It's somehow not possible. Or rather, impossible.
"So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth." -Revelation 3:16. (NIV)

Sunday, March 6, 2011

The feeling of being a child again!

I'm in love with today! =D
Sooooo high today! Worshiped God with the kids like a little child filled with energy that can't wait to rush out from within myself! (:
Totally enjoyed myself today with the kids...
Anws, today is the last day @ Expo and it's also the last session of Noak's ark! We did the RAINBOW craft, and the children just loveeeeee it! (:

The best part about the whole 3 hours with the kids is the ending part! Haha! The kids will just run to you and hug you! Awwww~ isn't that SWEET?? (:
Haha, today the kids super high! 4 kids ran towards me I think, hug until I can't breathe! I was literally shouting for help! =/ Haha!
Lastly, serving God's children is sooooooo FUN!! =)

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Lord, I just want to be HAPPY.

Brought this book on Monday @ Precious Thoughts. This is a book that I would recommend! (:
This book speaks what I'm actually feeling and going through.
Many a times, people mixed up theses 2 feelings. Feeling good and truly feeling happy.
Anws, I shall give a brief summary of what this book is all about:

  • Recognise and change habits that, day by day, keep you from experiencing happiness
  • Make good choices and learn from mistakes without beating yourself up
  • Develop the skills that will enable you to let go of negative and painful emotions more quickly
  • transform from difficult circumstances so you can live with gratitude, joy and purpose.