Happy EASTER day!

Today's EASTER day! =D
Hmmm, been facing some problems in my life recently. Don't feel connected to God like before, been feeling quite frustrated, restless and boring nowadays...
Went to church in the morning, worshiped God. The first song was a happy, joyful song...but I couldn't feel the happiness. I feel like crying when I sing that song. First time this happened in my life~
I couldn't experience the happiness, the love, the joy. Then I stop for a moment because if I continue singing, my tears will just roll down. So after that song, it was story telling time...
So halfway through the story telling there was worship as well~
This is the time when the divine exchange happen~
Was singing along with the worship leaders when they sang "Beautiful Exchange." Then halfway through we were asked to stand up and sing together...I stood up, just closed my eyes and enjoyed that moment singing in His presence...all the tears, each bearing different feelings as they rolled down my cheeks. It was then, I knew that something has been exchanged. I can't see it, but I believe.
Thank you Lord. (:




"Jesus knew what we will be going through, so He has come to bring us joy & comfort."
"Jesus is a gift from God."

TGIF! =D

Hmmm, shall blog today! (:
Yesterday there was a TGIF party held by 2 cell leaders. Then during the party, I went to the toilet and on my way back, I heard one of the cell leaders Wai Mun saying about getting in and out of relationships or something like that...cos they keep on finding what they think is love.
Personally, I feel that it's super true~
Cos I've been through it and I'm like super duper tired of my old life!! SO MUST REALLY Thank God that by His grace, I'm sooooooo over that life which I hate!
Looking back at my past, constantly looking for someone who could fill my life to give me that feeling of love which I need is so...not going to work.

The best and only way is to find love in Jesus Christ alone. (:

Fear.

Fear is just a 4 letter word but the impact it has on our life is complicating.

Most of us have it somewhere in us...our hearts? Our minds?

It goes to say that there's always a reaction following an action.

Been feeling rather not myself for these past few days...I guess it's the fear that's in my heart.

The fear that's dominating my life has caused me to feel a sense of insecurity in my heart, causing me to react indifferently to a particular situation.

I'm afraid to lose you, that's why I'm trying to keep a distance from you...but after some thinking, if after all I had treat you like a good friend, I wouldn't be feeling this.

This is what I need to do.

Think.

Treasure!

Got a new violin teacher. Hmmm, it's only the second lesson and he knew i like Antonio Stradivari...so he actually brought this treasure for me to listen to the sound of the different violin...so yea, I brought back home this big book with 4 cds inside. Omgosh! Really better than gold!

There's one particular violin which I saw in the book. "Hellier" Didn't rly like it because of its design, so much pattern but it is different from the rest of the Stradivarius violin, plain but simple. However, I love the sound that "Hellier" gives off...that round, old, unique tone which sparks off the sad feelings in you when you listen to it...then the high pitch is clear, light, beautiful...that's a reason why the violins are so expensive! & it's rly priceless...not anyone with money can buy it.

This just adds on to my list of destinations I wanna go: Italy, Cremona.

Update!

It's been a week or so since I've blogged...so yea, here's a recent update!
Finally end my 3 weeks attachment! Pretty much enjoyed the last week in KKH. Feeding the babies, and attending to their needs. They are just soooooooo cute! Wrapped with a piece of cloth like a dumpling! Hehe~
So anws, took my BTT on Sat and got like full marks and it's pretty awesome! God really blessed me!
Came out of the house like @ 8.30am when I had to reach there like 9am? So 9am I was still waiting for the bus. Went on Google on my BB to check the timing of the shuttle bus and their break was from 8.45am-9am. @.@ So anws, reached the room @ 9.18am or so? But the person let me in and sit for the test!
So rly thank God man...blessed me with such good results and yea, many more things to come! (:
"Believe and Trust in Him."

WWJD?

Yesterday I was kinda pissed off. I was doing some things and I felt I wasn't obliged to do it. And someone just take it for granted and didn't offer a word of thanks. Sometimes I really cannot stand it man. I felt as if I have a phobia seeing you cos once I see you, all I think of is criticisms.
But what can I do? To tell you openly and later end up in a fight? I wouldn't wanna do the same thing which you did to me. Anyway, I tried to tolerate and so many thoughts were running through my mind. Then this particular thought was telling me to "do it for God." And this abbreviation came into my mind.

WWJD-What would Jesus do?

Thinking about it yea, just DO IT FOR GOD. Even though I don't wanna do it for you, I'll still do it anyway...for God. Cos when you think of doing everything for God, nothing will bother you and stop you. & you'll start loving the thing you do. (:
"I would really wanna overcome evil with GOOD...but it's tough."