Update!

In just a few more days, I'm going for my Pre-Registration Consolidation Placement (PRCP).
Which in short, is my final posting, for a duration of 3 months.
After that, I'm flying to Taiwan with my family for a short 5 days vacation! (:
Can't wait to go...
Anyway, the battle is over. Thank God I passed my TP test @ 2nd Attempt. It was a torture, really.
I'm going for a refresher course anyway. Cos though I passed my TP test, I don''t think I'm prepared to drive on the road alone. So, yea...
That's about it! (:

I serve an AWESOME God! (:

All glory be to God! =D
Could see improvement in my results every sem...
As usual, this sem most of the modules I studied it last min!!!!!! Gosh.
But I depended on God, the author and finisher of my faith.
Hehe~
So for this semester, He really blessed me!!! =D
No Cs & Ds. (:

Muar Prayer House

God really touches the heart of those He loves.

Went to Muar the day after I came back from Hong Kong...

It was kinda relaxing and peaceful there...eat, sleep, pray, eat, sleep, pray.

Yesterday when we were praying, I tried to settle down my heart to listen to God.

God is creative! Haha. He showed me a picture of a Karung Guni's trolley and a picture of a path with some vintage looking flowers side by side.

In my mind I was like thinking what is God trying to tell me??

Karung Guni trolley??

Then nobody could figure it out except one cell sister. She said God is trying to say that you have to give away your old stuff? Because Karung guni collects old stuff...so maybe God is trying to tell me or her to surrender the old stuff to God?

You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness. -Ephesians 4:22-24. (NIV)

Then everybody took turns to pray for one another...

When my pastor and my cell sister prayed for me, I can't explain the feeling but I know I teared.

Then my pastor told me that God really loves me so so much.

Really blessed to receive so much love and blessings from God and them! (:

To Florence, when Karung guni came into her mind, she thought of the sound: "bi bo bi bo"...in other words, she felt that the Lord is trying to tell me that I have a choice to surrender all my past to Him or to keep it.

Then when another sister prayed for me, I felt really touched. She felt a lot of pain in me, and that she saw this light from God. That God wants to fill me with His light that is made with gold...to fill every brittle bones in me, and that no matter what happens, with God, I am indestructible. and I will be filled with compassion, to see other people's need which nobody can see...like Mother Teresa. I really wanna claim all those prayers that they've prayed for me. Really Thank GOD!!!!!! =D

101 epic moments in a 4-days trip to HK.

Day 1- SHOCK to the MAX can?!?
The building I stayed in looked like the setting of a horror movie! =x haha.
Then not only that! When my friend and I got into the room, OMG! the toilet is small till I'm speechless...basically the whole room is small. Just 2 beds side by side with a lil' gap of 30 cm for us to walk.
Then the toilet is beside our room door. The toilet is small till I bathe standing beside the toilet bowl (right) and next to me (left) is the wall already. Really superrrr small space.
Another epic moment was that I bathe until halfway, the water hose fell out. @.@ haha...
Btws, the heater has to be turned on 10 minutes before you shower to enjoy the warm water...
But overall 65 bucks for 2 people per night is considered reasonable given the facilities: TV, Air-Con, Fan, toothbrush, toothpaste, soap (which looks superrrr small and square like spongebob), toilet paper. Haha.

Day 2- Woke up lateeeeee!!! =x
I would wake up every time I hear that crazy alarm of mine. But apparently, my friend & I overslept for 3 hours because we didn't hear the alarm RINGGGGGG. So I was wondering what's wrong...Then I looked at the time I set, 8 PM! ROFL! XD No wonder the alarm didn't ring because the time I set was 8 pm & NOT 8am! Funny to the max! Haha!
Then after our trip, we decided to go to Kowloon tong so we took a bus there. But...we got down at a stop which is in the middle of nowhere. So diaos...then in the end we walked like 15-20 mins and we finally got to our destination! THANK GOD! =D
Day 3- Went to the famous Fuk Kee to have our breakfast! (:
OMGosh, the porridge is superrrrrr nice!!!!!! =D Really porridge! Not the SG style where you can see the rice  in its haven't-burst-into-starch form. Then they served us chinese tea. At first I thought I was suppose to rinse my chopsticks and spoon. But I didn't see any bowl so I just drank the chinese tea. Haha. Taste really gooooood! (: can kill the fishy smell after I ate the bowl of fish porridge...
Then after I came home, my brother told me I'm suppose to rinse my utensils in it. So lols, next time need to look at people...

Day 4- Day back home...I think overall I enjoyed myself during the trip. But the country is filled with a lot of foreigners so in a way similar to SG. The only thing I wanna say here is that I think the people there can be more courteous. (:

Hello Kitty or Hong Kong?

Wahhhhhhh!
Countdown! (: Hahaha.
Busy as a beeeeeeeee during these few weeks of my lovely & long-awaited holiday! (:
Driving - left TP test
Holiday - 2/3 more days to Hong Kong Free & Easy trip with Joanne, then after that bonding with cell group (Muar Prayer House)
F1 - 14 more days. (Y)
Birthday - 19 more days. Bahahahaha.
Free Time - Visiting hospice & bringing joy to the elderly (:
Technically speaking I'm going there to volunteer, to help them do simple chores, but in one way, I'm actually learning from them. Many many priceless things that I learn from them. The way I react, the way they face life positively, the way they think, and the relationships I see from them while interacting with people...

Felt so cheated. It was HKD290 originally. Then they increased it to HKD370. T.T

Wanna get this when I go to HK!!! !!! =D Hehehe. Can't wait, can't wait!! (=

Perseverance is the KEY to Success

Since young, I've told myself that I wanna learn driving when I grow up. (:
Then the chance came this year sometime in March-April...I took up driving, and gosh, it's harder than I had expected. Not fun at all.
But I was still looking forward to lessons and learning new things.
However, as time goes by and as I start to learn more and more new stuff, I find it super difficult because I didn't get my basics right...I find it difficult to find the 'biting point' and thus, somehow or rather it affected my progress.
At one point, I find it superrrrrr tough and I really wanted to convert to auto or considered giving up. But driving is different because it is more expensive and it's not something which I don't like and I can give up. It would be a waste of time to just stop there. So, I continued...
Now I'm having my holidays, in order to get my driving license before the start of my attachment, I went for driving lessons almost everyday.
The thing with learning driving in a school is that you can learn it fast. But your instructors are not fixed unless you choose to fix them. Throughout this week and last week, I had lessons with mainly 3 new faces. I learn different things and they gave me tips to help me solve the problem which I had encountered...the 'biting point' problem. However, I feel that I wasn't a good student. My reaction is slow and maybe the way I react is a bit confusing...so this particular instructor was superrrrrr angry with me. There are some things which the instructors never correct me or that I didn't do it correctly...so the instructor got super pek chek at me he started scolding me. Sigh. At that point of time, I was so discouraged. Like after so many lessons, I did so many wrong things and driving feels like the most difficult thing I've done...more difficult than learning violin.
I really couldn't take it I just broke down. Driving is the thing I DREAD THE MOST!!!!!! Having to drag my feet to driving lessons and hoping not to get that instructor.
But it was that night when I broke down, I went to God. He showed me the way and things begin to change. (: or rather, it's the way I look at things changed.
The next day (Tuesday) I got a good instructor. (: But on Wed & Thurs, I got the instructor I dislike! (faints). In my mind I was thinking there must be a reason why this happen...so I trusted God's plan and went for the lessons and guess what? It turned out well apparently! (: Though I made a lot of mistakes, the instructor still pass me and I'm able to book TP test date. Hahaha.
Finally! Anws, I really hope to pass my TP test once and for all.

Basically, I've learn 2 things from this incident.
1. God's ways are higher than my ways. What seemed like disaster to me might not seem like disaster for God! (:
2. It doesn't matter how slow you go, as long as you don't stop, you'll reach your destination one day!
I'm prepared for the worst...I thought I will need 32 lessons to get my license. But I took like 26 lessons to complete the course. Hehe.  Though on average it's 22 lessons. (Y)

Tik-Tok.

It might seem a lil' early for me to post what I wanna do during the hols when exams haven't even start...
Anws, there're sooooo many things I wanna DO! =D
Hmmm, to get my driving license before my 19th Birthday, to paint & decorate my living room walls, to re-do my Kit-Kats scrap booking using shadow boxes, which means I might needa make a trip to Ikea! That's just part 1 of what I wanna do...hmmm, I plan to bake cookies and visit a hospice and do some community work with my cell sister! (: ohh and not forgetting to bond with my friends and my trip to HK! (:
I think that should be all...(:
Hope to complete all those tasks I've planned! (:

Dying to self

Realised that I've grown to become a person whom I don't wanna be.
So I prayed to God asking Him to help me become a better person.
So decided to bring stuff to share with my friends. (: to learn to share and not  keep anything to myself or render any help to people.
Then just now I learnt a lesson.
When you ask God to help, it doesn't mean doing things YOUR WAY, but means doing things the God's way.
Just now I was asked to do something which I wanna do...but I still did it anyway though was pissed~
Then through some thinking and talking with my friend, I realised that I learnt to help others and not to be selfish. I might not like the way God helps me, but He know me best after all. And He's the One in charge here.
My point is, God will help you & will teach you through His ways & not yours, for His ways are higher than my ways...

Colours

When Interest becomes a NIGHTMARE...

Went for my violin lesson today. Having my Grade 3 ABRSM exam in 6 month's time. Was feeling kind of demoralized.

My violin teacher was not really happy with me because I've been spending weeks playing the same piece but just couldn't get it right.

I practice for 1/2 hour - 1 hour a day. But the sound I got was still not up to standard. So I had to keep on trying and trying during the lesson. It turned out that the way I practice is not really correct.

He said I had low expectations for playing violin.

Sigh.

Sometimes I really wonder...taking up violin was my interest and it was a way to cheer me up whenever I'm feeling low. But it seems like it's making me sad now rather than happy.

During the lesson I had an impulse to just ran out and stop learning violin. I don't wanna face the stress, don't wanna hear the criticisms. Don't want any of it! But thank God I had a brain to think. So in the end I stayed for the whole lesson. For my ABRSM examination, i'm going to practice everyday in the midst of such a busy period.

"Winners don't always win, BUT they NEVER quit." -- Forgot who said that.

I really hope I can just do scrap-booking for the rest of my life. But it's not possible.

Life is never easy...

I've learnt quite a number of things today. First is communication. If you don't voice out how you feel, nobody will know what's going through in your mind and hence, don't blame others for what they've said.

Second, focus. If I really focus on doing a particular thing, I would have more time to practice my violin instead of watching television programs all day long.

Third, have expectations. My expectation for violin is low...so I just play the piece, sound's not nice. Never mind. As long as I can play the whole piece is good enough. This was my thinking in the past. From now on, I'm gonna raise my level of expectations. Not nice, play until it's nice. Use my brain to think what results in the result I get.

Lastly, I've learnt not to give up. In life, we may face a lot of challenges. They may be different, but the way you approach all the different situations say something about you. If I gave up on violin today, it just goes to show that I'm a person who gives up easily & cannot take stress. So in future, I will definitely give up if I face other challenges in life.

However, if someone perseveres, if that someone faced other challenges in life, there's a high possibility that the person will not give up. (:

Come back to ME.

Rejoice for it is Sunday! A day that Lord has made! (:

Today's sermon is by SP Lawrence Khong...it was indeed a powerful sermon!

Title: Turning the hearts of children to the Father

What he said was true, that we may not have the perfect parents, but they're still our parents after all. They provide for us, care for us, and we still have to obey them regardless of what they have done.

We didn't choose them as our parents, but they also didn't choose us to be their children...

As young adults, we have to accept and appreciate them as our parents, listen to them, and to forgive them for their faults and failures...

"Be always humble, gentle, and patient. Show your love by being tolerant with one another." -Ephesians 4:2.

He also mentioned something about getting the permission of parents in the issue of baptism. He said that if our parents don't allow, so be it. The most important thing is to obey your parents, though the bible did say that we have to be baptised.

Anws, to summarise me week, I was like practically LATE for almost everything except church!

There's sooooo many things which I have yet complete...

Scrap-booking, studying, going out, running, and playing the violin...

I've been rather addicted to playing this piece Humoresque. It's a nice piece which gives me 3 feelings, a playful feel, another feel of settling down and lastly a kinda sad feeling...I'm trying to play the sad part well cos I love how the B Flat actually makes it very unique and it's pretty nice...

I'm practically playing it everyday before I go out, or at 11 or close to 12am before I sleep...I really can't wait to hear myself play this piece by Antonin Dvorak.

And there's another piece, Fur Elise by Beethoven, I don't mind learning it! (:

Bee Day.

My first week of holidays are coming to an end...I'm only left with a week left to study for my upcoming tests!

Today I was supposed to go to SSDC to take my Final Theory Practice cos I failed my Final Theory Test by like...1 mark? I got 44/50. Can't believe I'm so smart.

Lesson Learnt: Check.

So today I was waiting for the shuttle bus...then I was wondering how come the bus still haven't come yet...so I checked the timing on my BB and realise that the driver went for his meal break. Wth? I ignored my instinct again so I went there like a kuku to wait for a bus which will never come at 11.30am. In the end I went back home to do project for like 6 hours...and I'm still doing now. Alamak. Sociology never fails to make my head pain.

Anws, I cooked 2 simple dishes for my parents! (:

Asparagus and Mushroom Spaghetti...so glad that they love it! =D

A Blessing in Disguise?

Fell sick the past week...it was a superrrrrr crazy experience!
It was URTI at first, but I became kinda weak though...then I became superrrrr tired, face superrrrr pale and was sleeping like a PIG on the couch for 2 and a half days. Cui ttm~
Finally, I've recovered...hmmm, regained 90% of my health. Can jump, can sing, can dance!
During the past few days, though I suffered a lot, made my friends and family members worried for me, but I guess I gained something. I learn to look at things from a different perspective, and try to do things with a different approach. (:
So overall, I didn't get sick for nothing. (:

What is your LOVE language?

Words of Affirmation

Quality Time

Acts of Service

Gifts

Physical Touch

Sick Saturday.

Today when I was rushing for my violin lesson, my slippers died on me! Then I called for help...my dad to the rescue with my Havaianas! The amazing thing was, I could actually sit and wait (which in the past I won't) for my slippers when I was going to be quite late...so yeaps, thank God for that change in me man! So I made it there like a few minutes early! (:

Anws, today my teacher recommended me this handcrafted German violin which is going for sale at ONLY $300! But it's a second-hand violin though. I don't buy second hand stuff, but this is really a good bargain to me! Where to find sia~ $300 for a German Handcrafted violin...shall put aside my plan to get a license then if I'm getting this violin...

Down with Upper Respiratory Tract Infection (URTI) so I can't serve God's children tonight! =(

Anws, it seems like there's something wrong with me ehhh? The doctor said that my throat is superrrrrr inflamed and that he asked if I feel any pain, but apparently there wasn't any pain. =x so is there something wrong with me or I'm the rare one? Haha.

"Though you don't understand why you're going through all these things which is making you feel miserable, just know that Jesus is always by your side to comfort you." (:

"Sometimes you can't get the best of both worlds. You just have to give up no matter how unwilling you are."

Just Shut Up & Look.

(:

His Timing.

Right now, I'm going to blog about His timing. Yes, that's right. God's timing.
God always work in ways that will make you go...*JAW DROPPING* (remember to close your mouth.)
Today's title for QT is: "Patience to be Patient."
As I read ODB today, I was reminded of the baptism issue...

We wait for what is worth waiting for, and in the process we learn patience.

God, who is timeless, requires of us a mature faith that may involve delays that seem like trials. Patience is one sign of that maturity, a quality that can develop only through the passing of time.

Many prayers in the Bible come out of the act of waiting. Jacob waited 7 years for a wife and then worked 7 more after being tricked by her father (Gen. 29:15-20). The Israelites waited 4 centuries for deliverance; Moses waited 4 decades for the call to lead them, then 4 more decades for a Promised Land he would not enter.
(adapted from yimblogging.com

They've waited for God's best, and God's timing is always perfect. I will wait, for God's perfect timing.
Wait with a Spirit of Thanksgiving. (:

Lastly, Blogger doesn't notify me when someone comments on my blog post. So I don't know why, but today I feel like checking my comments. So I went to check, one Christian from Egypt commented on my blog post and shared a video with me. That video is "Is your Faith built on the rock?"
She commented like 2 months ago, and I only get to see it now.
Hmmm, is God trying to ask me a question or tell me something?? God's timing...haha!

He will NEVER let go of me.

I've been thinking about this phrase "God will make a way."
Hmmm, back to talk about the Baptism issue, I believe God has blessed me with this verse, "Love never gives up; and its faith, hope, and patience never fail. -1 Corinthians 13:7"
I will continue to persevere and pray in the hope that God will work His way in my family, and I'll get blessings to be baptised from my family. (:
Back to "God will make a way." It's a song by Don Moen, and I'm still learning how to play the violin part~
Anws, one thing for sure is, 

God will make a way

When there seems to be no way

He works in ways we cannot see

God will make a way for me

He will be my guide

Hold me closely His side

With love and strength for each new day

God will make a way for me

I can be assured knowing that God has GREAT plans for me in my life! (:

That He'll never let go of me. (:

No words could describe how I feel right now. Only tears.

God, I just couldn't control the tears that's running down my face like a tap that has been left on.
God, am I wrong to wanna get blessings from my parents to be baptised? I wanted to be baptised so badly. I didn't mean to bring so much of unhappiness...I just wanted to be baptised. I thought it was meant to be a joyous occasion. God, you are in control. I trust in your perfect plan, GOD. There's nothing much I could say. All I yearn for right now is to be baptised. GOD, SHOW ME THE WAY.

Happy EASTER day!

Today's EASTER day! =D
Hmmm, been facing some problems in my life recently. Don't feel connected to God like before, been feeling quite frustrated, restless and boring nowadays...
Went to church in the morning, worshiped God. The first song was a happy, joyful song...but I couldn't feel the happiness. I feel like crying when I sing that song. First time this happened in my life~
I couldn't experience the happiness, the love, the joy. Then I stop for a moment because if I continue singing, my tears will just roll down. So after that song, it was story telling time...
So halfway through the story telling there was worship as well~
This is the time when the divine exchange happen~
Was singing along with the worship leaders when they sang "Beautiful Exchange." Then halfway through we were asked to stand up and sing together...I stood up, just closed my eyes and enjoyed that moment singing in His presence...all the tears, each bearing different feelings as they rolled down my cheeks. It was then, I knew that something has been exchanged. I can't see it, but I believe.
Thank you Lord. (:




"Jesus knew what we will be going through, so He has come to bring us joy & comfort."
"Jesus is a gift from God."

TGIF! =D

Hmmm, shall blog today! (:
Yesterday there was a TGIF party held by 2 cell leaders. Then during the party, I went to the toilet and on my way back, I heard one of the cell leaders Wai Mun saying about getting in and out of relationships or something like that...cos they keep on finding what they think is love.
Personally, I feel that it's super true~
Cos I've been through it and I'm like super duper tired of my old life!! SO MUST REALLY Thank God that by His grace, I'm sooooooo over that life which I hate!
Looking back at my past, constantly looking for someone who could fill my life to give me that feeling of love which I need is so...not going to work.

The best and only way is to find love in Jesus Christ alone. (:

Fear.

Fear is just a 4 letter word but the impact it has on our life is complicating.

Most of us have it somewhere in us...our hearts? Our minds?

It goes to say that there's always a reaction following an action.

Been feeling rather not myself for these past few days...I guess it's the fear that's in my heart.

The fear that's dominating my life has caused me to feel a sense of insecurity in my heart, causing me to react indifferently to a particular situation.

I'm afraid to lose you, that's why I'm trying to keep a distance from you...but after some thinking, if after all I had treat you like a good friend, I wouldn't be feeling this.

This is what I need to do.

Think.

Treasure!

Got a new violin teacher. Hmmm, it's only the second lesson and he knew i like Antonio Stradivari...so he actually brought this treasure for me to listen to the sound of the different violin...so yea, I brought back home this big book with 4 cds inside. Omgosh! Really better than gold!

There's one particular violin which I saw in the book. "Hellier" Didn't rly like it because of its design, so much pattern but it is different from the rest of the Stradivarius violin, plain but simple. However, I love the sound that "Hellier" gives off...that round, old, unique tone which sparks off the sad feelings in you when you listen to it...then the high pitch is clear, light, beautiful...that's a reason why the violins are so expensive! & it's rly priceless...not anyone with money can buy it.

This just adds on to my list of destinations I wanna go: Italy, Cremona.

Update!

It's been a week or so since I've blogged...so yea, here's a recent update!
Finally end my 3 weeks attachment! Pretty much enjoyed the last week in KKH. Feeding the babies, and attending to their needs. They are just soooooooo cute! Wrapped with a piece of cloth like a dumpling! Hehe~
So anws, took my BTT on Sat and got like full marks and it's pretty awesome! God really blessed me!
Came out of the house like @ 8.30am when I had to reach there like 9am? So 9am I was still waiting for the bus. Went on Google on my BB to check the timing of the shuttle bus and their break was from 8.45am-9am. @.@ So anws, reached the room @ 9.18am or so? But the person let me in and sit for the test!
So rly thank God man...blessed me with such good results and yea, many more things to come! (:
"Believe and Trust in Him."

WWJD?

Yesterday I was kinda pissed off. I was doing some things and I felt I wasn't obliged to do it. And someone just take it for granted and didn't offer a word of thanks. Sometimes I really cannot stand it man. I felt as if I have a phobia seeing you cos once I see you, all I think of is criticisms.
But what can I do? To tell you openly and later end up in a fight? I wouldn't wanna do the same thing which you did to me. Anyway, I tried to tolerate and so many thoughts were running through my mind. Then this particular thought was telling me to "do it for God." And this abbreviation came into my mind.

WWJD-What would Jesus do?

Thinking about it yea, just DO IT FOR GOD. Even though I don't wanna do it for you, I'll still do it anyway...for God. Cos when you think of doing everything for God, nothing will bother you and stop you. & you'll start loving the thing you do. (:
"I would really wanna overcome evil with GOOD...but it's tough."

The Torchlight.

Day 4 in KKH, morning shift: Was observing some procedure then my CI took over the student's nurse to off the drain cos the stitch was kinda difficult to remove. So I went to get the torchlight for my CI then she said it was of great help. Then I suddenly thought about Jesus. Jesus said "I am the way, the truth and the light." - John14:6.
Jesus came into this dark world, and He is the light that shines through our way in life.

Carry-On baggage only?

I left my NYP green book @ TTSH. So I went back to TTSH to get back my book after my violin lesson. I was carrying my violin, my 2 books...pretty heavy and bulky and it's pretty irritating. At that time I had an impulse of just throwing all my things on the floor to lighten my burden. But on the other hand, it's a bit not sensible to do that. Then this blog title and content just came into my mind.
I feel that in life right, there are some things which we can throw, and which we cannot throw. For example in my case, it's definitely not sensible to throw my violin on the floor...but, if we have any emotional baggages which are pulling us down, too heavy on us that it's difficult for us to function as a human being or too difficult to move on with life, we can surrender it to God. Just surrender all your feelings to God. Be it positive or negative. He'll be more than happy to listen to you! (:
This actually brings me to my second point, part II of my story. I went back to the ward, asked the staff whether did anyone leave my book with them and they just said no. Then I was like what?!?! Fear started creeping into me. I rmbed calling the ward staff and she said she'll leave the book with dk who and after I made tt call, I realised I forgot to ask for her name.
Then at that moment I was pretty sad and was like kinda angry with God cos like why didn't He help me and everything...but after sorting out my thoughts, I shouldn't be thinking in this way cos God doesn't owe me anything. He didn't have to help me cos it's my own fault after all. & I read in a book which says that every situation in life is controlled by God. So which means if God meant for this to happen, there must be a reason for it. To make me stronger? To learn a hard lesson? Or to test my faith?
So I went home and prayed to God and TRUST in Him. So I made the call ytd night again, and the ward staff told me that she left the book at the counter. & I was like wth?! Nobody actually saw my book. "Great!"
So I went back today again before church to get back my greeeeeeen book! Super happy! =D
So now it's back by my side already! =D Hehe! (:

"It's only after you've lost something or someone then you realise how precious it is."

"Trust in Him and the unexpected will happen."

"When you have nobody to turn to, turn to God because only He is capable of miracles."

Sweetness.

Victory!

He made me to be the head and NOT the tail. True enough.

This sem I was having my attachments and had only 4 days to like study. I guess my effort paid off and srsly a BIG thanks to God mannnn!
Achieved a GPA of more than 3 for this sem, however, my cumulative GPA still falls below 3. But nvm...shall work harder! =D
Anws, I was looking at my GPA throughout the 4 sems. I noticed a trend...ever since I accepted Christ into my life, my grades went from all Bs, Cs, Ds, slowly to more As, Bs and only 1C...so rly THANK GOD! =D
Anws, an update on my life...
Currently having attachment during the weekdays and occupied with church stuff on weekends!
My schedule is so packedpackedpackedpackedpacked.
Loving life more I guess.
Lastly, shall blog again when I have inspiration!
Buh-byes~

Shining for God!

Pretty busy nowadays soooo I've finally found the time to blog...on the train though. Hmmm, on tuesday night, I went to bed kinda early though, 11pm...however, I couldn't sleep! Kept on tossing and turning on the bed...then until early in the morning, I turned towards my lft and saw a bright yellow moon shining so brightly behind my white curtain! It looked like a cross hanging in the sky! Gorgeous! (: Then after that I could fall asleep. (:
......
Then woke up in the morning, went to help ps PL in Timothy's post encounter...had a great time with the kids! :D haha! Children are soooofunny...laugh at almost everything!
Anws, I've also learn something from that encounter though...to apply the shield of FAITH to protect myself from the fiery darts! The thing I feel I needed to improve on is to be more spiritual! To put God before anyone else...it's easy to say though. But when you wanna do it, it's actually not that easy.
Nonetheless, I shall persevere towards this! :D
JYs Heidi! (:

A __________ line.

It's been 5 days since I've blogged. Wanna blog but somehow nothing's coming into my brain.
Was brushing my teeth when what Fangting said ytd popped up into my mind.
She's studying the Dentistry course in NYP. Went out with her ytd...then she saw my teeth she said I must have eaten a lot of fluoride stuff that causes my teeth to have white spots on it.
So I asker her what can I do to make it stronger again? She said Fluoride. Then she carried on saying Fluoride can harm your teeth, but at the same time, help your teeth too. Just like how love can harm you and help you too.
Then thinking about it, yea, that's true. But the thing is, it's just a fine/thin line between harm and help. It's about development. A not-so-developed set of teeth can be damaged due to Fluoride. But a set of developed teeth can be further strengthened by Fluoride. Just like an immature teenager pursuing love = can most prolly end up being harmed? Compared to a matured adult? Agree? (the love i'm referring to uses the model of courtship from my prev post.)
There are 2 sides to everything. & it's just a thin ----------- that's separating them. Like GOOD| BAD. FUNNY|LAME. HELP| HARM. LOVE|HATE.
And there's no standing in between them. How can you love and hate someone? It's somehow not possible. Or rather, impossible.
"So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth." -Revelation 3:16. (NIV)

The feeling of being a child again!

I'm in love with today! =D

Sooooo high today! Worshiped God with the kids like a little child filled with energy that can't wait to rush out from within myself! (:
Totally enjoyed myself today with the kids...
Anws, today is the last day @ Expo and it's also the last session of Noak's ark! We did the RAINBOW craft, and the children just loveeeeee it! (:

The best part about the whole 3 hours with the kids is the ending part! Haha! The kids will just run to you and hug you! Awwww~ isn't that SWEET?? (:
Haha, today the kids super high! 4 kids ran towards me I think, hug until I can't breathe! I was literally shouting for help! =/ Haha!

Lastly, serving God's children is sooooooo FUN!! =)