Finally.

I just couldn't believe i did badly for my biology prac test. I was so confident and i thought most of my ans were right. But, it was all assumptions.

Anws, i've just finished watching Orphan with my pop. It was a nice movie. But too scary, disgusting, exciting, unbelievable. It was just plain AWESOME. :D It's like finally i get to watch it.

Btws, tmr class starts at 2pm. So i'm gonna watch Karate Kid with my grp members in the morning! (: Also, finally~

"God has a plan."

"I've gotta stay strong and not let anyone bring me down cos what I am doing is your work."

Love.

Watched Letters to Juliet on Sunday with Florence and Rosanne. It's a nice movie. Touching. But towards the ending, i was like sooooooooooo urgent! my urine can come out like anytime.

Anws, it's written on the poster. "What if you had a second chance to find true love?"

Hmmm...thinking about it, whenever i watch all those romantic movie, i'll be thinking about when will it be my turn to find true love? To me, it's like something impossible. Seeing couples on the streets, it just makes me feel envious. But sometimes, couples wants to remain single, while singles wants to have a companion. what an irony.

Often, people have totally distorted the meaning of love. Love doesn't mean that you must have sex. Love can be as simple as being by the person's side, and saying nothing but you can feel that he or she loves you. Or it can be very complicated.

Many people use their whole lifetime to find true love. But, at the end, they couldn't find it.

An example of true love is God's love for us. Although i know God's love is great & that he loves me, but as a human being, i will still tend to crave for love. But...how long do i have to wait? Some people will say, good things are worth waiting for. But the thing is, not knowing how long you have to wait is terrible. However, most of the time, good things come when you least expect it. So, what's YOUR take on this?

28th.

this day 28 holds particular meaning to me. it is a special day! because my birthday is on this day! Hahaha...& for some of my friends too, their birthdays are on 28 too. (: there are 3 i think. & the special thing is that they have common things which makes this day special. anws, today is the 28th of June. & my lips are HOT like hell~ =x

Prayed. And i believe that God wants to tell me something on this day. He helped me to do something which i don't have the courage to do. Next, He has taught me to have self-control. The doctor said that i should STOP smacking my lips in order for them to recover like ASAP. So, i needa practice self-control. (:

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, ²³gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law."

Embarassed.

Went to sch today & basically, i've like attracted a lot of attn thanks to my lips. Acc to the doctor, it's some allergic reactions. The "natural lipliner" is actually the rashes. & i seriously have NO IDEA what have i eaten that has caused this allergic reaction. SO CRAPPY~

Anws, got an MC! Don't needa come to school tmr!! Woots! =P Because this has caused me like so much disturbances. Being looked @ like a freak. Total CRAP. It's not like i want my lips to be like that!

Hope that it'll recover soon~ Amen.

"If you can't do anything about your condition, just accept it."

RED but hot! =x

My lippy is like back to the time it was back in Japan. It's just that it's better by a lil' than the Japan lippy. Idk why, now my lips have turned from dry to RED HOT lips. Hahaha...and it apparently looks like i've gt natural upper lippy lipliner...it's just so RED and the liner is so OBVIOUS. Gotta buy myself lip balm to apply.

Btws, July is approaching and it's a BUSYYYYYYYY month for me! 40 DOF coming up, attachments coming up. Totally like so pack! So many things to do...

But nvm...ASAP can alr. (:

"Some things are hard to say. just let God do its work."

Help!

Have you ever wondered when you need help, why isn't anyone out there helping you? You feel so helpless, feel like you wanna die, like it's the end of the world. The walls just came tumbling down.

Sometimes, the problems lies with us! Hey, i'm not saying it's entirely YOUR fault here...i'm just saying SOMETIMES. Don't be so sensitive!

And the reason being,

1. We keep everything to ourselves.
2. We refuse to let others help us although we are DESPERATELY shouting out for help inside us!
3. We have used the wrong ways of seeking for help! I've been through this...seeking the help of my members through FB. Ridiculous! =x (Or calling 993 instead of 995 for ambulance. lols.)

All these are the result of why we weren't able to get any help! But don't forget...there will be friends who are willing to lend you a helping hand when you need help! There's what Christians are for! :D To search for those lost souls to help them! (:

If you need help, feel free to approach me! (:

A post i felt i should write.

Many a times, we have hurt the people around us. Be it indirectly or directly.

If only we could remove all those stereotyping, prejudice and discrimination in our society. Wouldn't there be World PEACE?

But it's easy to think, easy to say, but hard to ACT.

It's difficult being a Christian. There is too many commitments, then it's like when people see you as a Christian, sometimes, one thing will come to their minds. YOU SHOULD BE HOLY. And sometimes, people will be like, Why are you doing this? Why are you doing that? As Christians, it's a fact that we should try to be holy because God is holy. But the thing is that, it is easy to sin. It's not like after you have said the sinner's prayer and have become a Christian, you will suddenly become a very very good person! It's not like the FairyGodmother's wand! Just wave it, and you instantly become an extremely good and holy person after you have become a Christian.

All this takes time. It's true that after you have become a Christian, your life will change into a better one. This is because the way you think have changed and that you know that there is one God who will help you. And besides this, to become a much much better person as God wants us to be, we have to do our Quiet Time everyday. And stretch out our hands to help people who needs help!

Sometimes, it's not that people don't want to change. It's whether you are willing to give them a chance to change. Like me, you have to give me chance to change into a better person. If you continue being a stereotype, and judge that person, in your mind, all you will be thinking of is the persons' flaws. You won't take your time to appreciate that person's good points. Furthermore, spent time thinking about YOUR OWN FLAWS rather than criticizing others!

Don't indulge in self-pity. instead, ask yourself what you can do rather than saying all sorts of negative things about yourself.

When people didn't say anything to show their care and concern, it doesn't mean that they don't care. But when people say things to show their care & concern, will you doubt them?

P.S. God will always be around for you even when you think nobody cares about you or nobody loves you.

Drums, drums, DRUMS!

When is this going to end?

Before i came out of the house today, i vomited again!!! =( Vomited all my medicine out...arghhhh!! When is all this going to end? All these vomiting, these sickness~ WHEN?!? Feeling so tired now...how to have grp meeting? =x

But at least my condition is much better than last week. But why? Since young i've been sick until now. Am i destined to be a sick child? But all i can do now is to eat healthily cos i fall sick easily!

Hmmm...maybe this is also part of God's plan? haha...cos i tend to look for more info on the diseases or sickness i have...so i cn learn more things. Sooooooooooooooo, i'm also destined to be a nurse? lols...ANWS,

I hope all this will end soon. Amen.

Today's Flavour: Mint. (:

Sharing.

Went to NorthPoint today to buy Famous Amos cookies for my group members! (:

Bought them:

1. Macadamia
2. Oatmeal Raisins & Cinnamon
3. No Nut Chocolate Chip

Next, ermmms...i got nothing to say alr. Byes~ (:

afterall, it was just a dream.

Ytd i woke up in the night twice to take my medicine. I should say i'm proud of myself? Waking up @ 3am and 7am to take the medicine which is soooooooooooooo disgusting ttm!!! It tastes and smells just like the medicine i took in the hosp when i was young...guess maybe it's a recurrence of what i've had in the past when i was young.

Anws, thank God for the wonderful dream ytd night. I was up on the escalator when i saw him...and i smiled at him and he smiled back! (: The dream was so real that i thought there was progress. But it turned out that it was just a dream! =( A bit disappointed though. But nvm...better than nothing.

Anws, i'm officially a couch potato for today. lols...stay @ home watch videos! (:

Infection.

Toy story 3 is superbly nice! But the 3D part, a bit disappointed though...but overall, it was good! (:

Next movie i wanna watch is...Despicable ME! Hehehehe...after the movie, shopped in Orchard with Lina...then i head to the clinic...

Finally...after a few days i've decided to see the doc. Then the doctor prescribed some medicine for diarrhea & vomiting...& some sachet for my stomach as well...guess i've some bacteria living in my stomach cos the sachet is to treat infection...anws, the doctor did HA for me. I also percuss my own stomach ytd...but i still dk what's wrong with it. =x hahaha...anws, hope my lil' stomach will be okays A.S.A.P. Cos i wanna eat my fav food...now eating has become my hobby! Lols...

EAT EAT EAT EAT! (: Time to eat my kuey...which is white in colour and there's bits of carrot on it...(: Yummy! (:

Got my RL! (:

Yay! Bought my RL polo liao! it's RED in colour! (: Love it so much...the reason why i buy it is cos i rly wanna have 1 RL polo and i know that i will wear it for very long...so it's worth the investment! (: Trying it on just now, i can feel the diff...compared to wearing the cotton on one! The RL polo fits just nice...then the cotton on one, hmmm...rly cnt compare i think =x i wanted to buy another one...the BLUE one...but there's no discount. =x so i think next time then i buy bahh...

Then after that went to meet PAMELA....look for job tgt. Then later chat for a while, then went to buy my Long John Silvers shrimps! Woah! The shrimps, rly is my FAVOURITEEEEEEEEEEE FOOD! Love it ttm! The shrimp is so sweet, and the outer part covering the shrimp, is soooooooooooo nice! Delicious! Haha...

Btws, tmr i'm going to watch Toy Story 3, 3D with Lina and PAMELA! Then later Florence coming to join us! Woohoo! This week is also a busy week for me...must find time to study liao! (:

Buh-byes! (:

Morning!

Ate the KFC porridge! Yummy! (:

But my stomach still hurts a lil'...=(

Hope my stomach will be better later on in the day...

Anws, Going to town later to get my RL polo! I must get it today!! Then after tt going for job hunting...hope i cn get a job in Starbucks! (:

=(( !!

I've vomited again! I keep vomiting like every hour! ARGHHHHHHHH!! What is happening to me? Doctor, I need you! God, you too!!

What's wrong?

After work, luckily Florence ask me not to go to Orchard although i rly want to get that RL polo! Cos when i was on the bus, i don't know what's wrong...i keep wanting to puke! Then when i reach semb interchange, rly couldn't take it anymore cos my stomach hurts ttm...so had to take a taxi hm...then had diarrhea & i vomited again! =(( don't know whether is eat too many sweets or what...=x

Hope that tmr everything will go well so that i can get my RL polo! & can go for job hunting! (:

Anws, ytd had my drums lesson...i just couldn't follow the beat! Too fast if not too slow. Rly needa rent a jamming studio to practice my drums...gotta work harder to earn more money!

All about Love

If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
Is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20
21 22 23 24 25 26.
If:
H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
And:
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
But:
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:
L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D
12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101%

(http://crazythingz.wordpress.com/2008/04/04/12/)

Saw this on YMIBlogging.org! (:

Cooooooooooooooooool isn't it? 101%!

Hmmm...here's a thought of the day: Most of the time, people would think about their happiness, their love life, their money, their status, etc...but have you ever wondered that your walk with Christ is the most important of all? Have you ever thought that 10 years down the road, how will YOUR walk with Christ be? -Pastor Pui Leng.

Bored to the MAX.

Ytd i didn't go for cell group cos nt feeling well! Must lie down on the sofa...once i stand up, head starts to feel the pain. Then today, didn't go for Gkidz cos i just vomited! Sian...nowadays i keep wanting to vomit!!! WHY?!?! =(( Crap!!! Hope i can go to work tmr! May God bless!

Loads of F-U-N! (:

Woohoo...ytd i went to Pulau Ubin with my grp members and khai's 2 darlings...

Woah! It was like so fun! But next time if i were to go back to Ubin again, i'll have to put on more clothes, and wear sport shoes to guard myself against those webbies and spidies...ARGHHH!! They are just so D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G TTM!!!!!!

Then after gg to Ubin, we went to the arcade! Then head to Khai's house...& lastly, IKEA!!!!!! :D What an impromptu outing! But it was fun though! Came out @ 9.15am and went home @ 10.30pm! Hope to have a trip again next time! (:

Going for cell grp meeting later! (:

Summary.

Had my drums course on Sat & i'm lovin' it! Can't wait for every sat to come...although it's hard work, but it's still worth it! ^^. More satisfaction! (:

On Sunday, i went to work as usual...but was late!!!

Then ytd went to town with Sheila...didn't buy anything. must SAVE, SAVE, SAVE!!!

I was so tempted to buy from Zara. But i can't! =(

Then today, i went to sch for grp meeting then to facial! (:

Tmr...hmmm. Maybe going to Ikea with my mum cos i rly can't stand my room! Like so not niceeeeeeeee! Maybe it's because i have high expectations...ARGGHHHH!! Hope everything will be fine and i will not be bothered by this design thingy...& i will spend my time on more impt things. (:

Had a fun day!

Ytd i went to PS and Orchard with my classmates! (:

Ate @ Manhattan with Cuixue, Suhaila, Hazel and PAMELA! Then after that PAMELA and Cuixue went home...so left me, Hazel, & Suhaila...

We went to Orchard tgt & each of us bought a pair of Havaianas! Yippee!

Then after that we went to Triple One Somerset. Then i bought KitKat-Hazelnut! Now i have like lots of KKs! :D Then saw AppleBee @ Triple One!!! Next tues i'm sooooooooooooooo gg to go there to eat with my grp members! (: & TGIF too!! ^^...

Live life to your fullest.

today i went to sign up for the drumset course! Woots! The lesson is commencing on this sat! (:

Weeeeeeeeeeee...finally can learn how to play drums. :D

Hmmm...then went to see the doc today abt my acne. sian...now must eat more meds. =( hope my acne will disappear soon.

Anws, i learnt something today...life is short. so enjoy while you can. if you wanna do anything, just go ahead and do it cos life is too short to have any regrets. (:

i'll continue to pursue happiness! ^^.

Nobody understands.

i don't understand. you don't understand.they don't understand.

don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand.don't understand. GOD I DON'T UNDERSTAND. i just need some attention.

Today i had my sociology test. & it was alright i guess. Thank God that i know most of the qns! (: I think cn get a B. (:

Sometimes i don't understand why this happens. It's unfair? Maybe God wants me to understand some things. anws, i'll be alright tmr.

Time!

There's just sooooooooooo many things which i needa or rather wanna do!

I wanna work in Starbucks cos i just love coffee coffee COFFEE!! Addicted to caffeine! (:

Then i needa go to Ikea to get some new things, and also to eat their hotdog buns! (:

Next, to the supermarket cos i wanna whip up a meal for my whole family cos it's been a long long time since i've had a family gathering. like 5 months ago? =x

Hmmm...then i'm going to pick up some drums skills! Yay! ^^. Like finally~ Violin skills cn wait...=x

Last but not least, gotta go out with my cousin and my colleague.

anws, I gave up the chance to work a while ago. =x hope i'll get a chance to work in Starbucks...or Spinelli! (:

Happiness!

Woohoo! My 2 presentations down! Left my sociology test & my biology test for the time being...

Got an A for my AN II presentation! (:

Anws, idk why but i wasn't rly happy getting the A. =x But anws, it's still an A.

Hmmm...asked pam a qn today. idk why...but everytime i ask someone a qn, it'll always set me thinking for like an hour? so i spent the whole hour or so thinking about the ans. Hmmm...then think think think, a thought suddenly came to my mind. Am i rly happy or not? Is the happiness coming from my heart or is it coming from my brain? That's a qn to think about. I'll find the ans someday.

Weekends.

On Saturday night, i went for my school choir's concert! Woah...they were G-O-O-D man! They've improved so so much...suddenly have the thought of joining back the choir...

Then they sang one song called Flying Free, which i sang it when i was in choir back then. Listened to that song, it just brings back a lot of memories. feel so touched. & the violin part is so nice! I wanna pick up some violin skills! :D maybe drums skills too...=P

Then they sang Gloria Deo. A song which i love man! It's about praising the Lord. Sounds so nice.

Then they also sang a few religious songs...(: there was one particular song that they sang, i could feel God's presence...i think so? =x

Anws, overall, the concert is srsly worth more than the amount i've paid for!

Hope that they guys will continue to work hard...& maintain their Gold with Honours! (:

On Sunday, went for work. Crap~ got told off by my boss. =( not exactly told off. =x just tell me that i shouldnt do this, do that. she sound a lil' pissed though. When i gt like told off by her, i could understand the feeling that it's not nice to be told off. Next time i'll try not to do this to you cos i understand how you feel.

After work, went home to ermmms...sleep. =x

Having 2 presentations tmr. Health Psychology and Adult Nursing. Hope she'll be lenient. Don't ask me soooooo many qns cn alr. (:

Anws, i gt D for Stats & B for Research! (: A bit disappointed cos of my stats~ but it's okays. passed cn alr. (:

God's plan?

You can never understand the pain that i'm going through right now. i'm indeed sad to see you in this state. it's only through what has happened today that i understand that i rly treat you as my good friend. but nothing i say cn change anything.

Barrier.

After what has happened today, it's time i do some self-reflection. I feel so ashamed of myself...being in the same clique, i don't even understand you. or know what you want. Maybe i've not changed AT ALL. still the same old me. the bossy me. showing ppl attitude. it takes time to change. i'm trying to change. I feel so guilty for giving you pressure. but i'm also under pressure as well. when i don't say anything, it doesn't mean idc or what. i'm just loss for words & i srsly dk what to say to comfort you.

Maybe the one who rly understands what i'm going through is God. Just put the blame on me then.

Error.

I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO COMMUNICATE WITH YOU!!!