Barrier.

After what has happened today, it's time i do some self-reflection. I feel so ashamed of myself...being in the same clique, i don't even understand you. or know what you want. Maybe i've not changed AT ALL. still the same old me. the bossy me. showing ppl attitude. it takes time to change. i'm trying to change. I feel so guilty for giving you pressure. but i'm also under pressure as well. when i don't say anything, it doesn't mean idc or what. i'm just loss for words & i srsly dk what to say to comfort you.

Maybe the one who rly understands what i'm going through is God. Just put the blame on me then.