Are you listening?

Just came back from my violin lesson. Sigh. Totally got no mood to play...keep on playing the wrong notes. Even teacher know that i'm not my usual self today because she asked me this question: "You not feeling well arhh?"
Maybe I shouldn't have played the violin in school just now. It just sets me thinking about some things again. I told myself not to think...but I still end up thinking.
"Sometimes when I ask the same question twice or thrice, it just means that i'm having doubts."